3very 5ix 5econd

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye

to many things to settle in one time..

That how i describe what happen to my self this past few week..
I have a story to write but till today i just cant write anything ..
maybe i'm to confused with the storyline plus with the time not been manage properly...
ermmm... WHEN im going to finish writing the book..??

Today i realize that WHAT is my goal in life..
Finally i know what i should do to gain what i want...

I think maybe this for now ..... 
Bye..
Wasalam...

3very 5ix 5econd

SUBHANALLAH...
ALHAMDULILLAH LAILLAH HAILLALLAH.
ALLAH AKBAR..

Sesungguhnya hati ini bergitu bercelaru..
Dugaan mu hebat memgertarkan jiwa yg tenteram ini serta membuat fikiran ku tertanya tanya akan kehadiran masalah ini...
...
Aku sedih ...
Aku confuse...
Aku serabut...
Aku..
Aku..
Mungkin aku stress ...
our mybe hormon tak stbil kot...

Aku nak bercerita pada tmn yg terdekat pun aku dah tak mampu.. kerna saat ini aku mngenali dia.. aku menerti keadaan jiwa nya... jadi aku lupakan niat tuk berkongsi bersama dia.. melihat masalah dia yg lebih besar itu aku pun pergi jauh mbawa masalah aku pergi...

Aku berharap agar masalah ini tidak akan mghalang aku lagi...

Ya rabb sesungguhnya kau mndengar rintihan hambamu ini... bantu lah aku ... kuat kanlah aku.. sesungguhnya aku insan yg lemah ... ameen..

3very 5ix 5econd

비도 안 오는 유리창 넘어 뿌옇게 멀어지는 너
You're receding over the window where it isn't even raining
말처럼 쉽진 않은 널 보내야 한다는 일
Having to let you got is not as easy as a word
돌아서서 날 버리고 가는 널 보지 못하고
I wasn't capable  of seeing you who turned your back to me and abandoned me
떨구고 마는 눈물도 이젠 닦아야겠지
I guess i have to wipe my tears
주머니 속 니가 줬던 손수건을 써야 할 지 이젠 버려야 할지
I can't decide to use or not use the handkerchief that you gave to me
왜 떨림이 멈추질 않지
Why  isn't this shaking stopping

미친척하고 널 잡아 보려 해도 내 몸이 내 말을 잘 듣지를 않아
I want to act crazy and grab you, but my body isn't listening to me
차 안에 남은 니 향기에 취해 영영 깨고 싶지 않은걸
I want to be drunk with your scent that's left in the car. i don't want to wake up
이러지마 제발(제발) 떠나지마 제발(제발)
Please don't(please), please don't leave(please)

K.Will-
Please Don't


one of my good friend suggested to me " J knp nak tunggu ade duit baru boleh hang out with friend just bring some food and choose one place to gather and u can have beautiful momment.. " i pun terpikir knp perlu ke mall kalo kita boleh cipta kngan cara lain kan.. if slalu kluar g bowling, wayang and so on msti boring jugakkan ...thanks too Muhammad Shafiz give this wonderful suggestion... and now the question is how? how i supports to have this kind of meeeting~!! ...
I love to create lot of memories with my friend ...with my best friendS, good friendS and the special one... 
it not that i cant be alone cuz is my personality like to take things so simple... 

i always hold this words with me...

" just enjoy what u have cuz not everyone gets what

have, susah mcm mane pun just enjoy sebab itu

yang akan bantu kita tuk be more confidence in what

 u have and do "  

huuhuhuh ok so kalo i plan this it take a long time to do it so let me think deeply so that i can find somebody to help me...

okay then, so proceed with my holiday life here...huhuhu i think my holiday was greaT... ahhaha jujur dari hati mmg seronok sebab kat sana mmg ade feel mcm family tp to have somebody like my real family is so nice...hahaha... thanks to ALLAH ALHAMDULILAH~!! THANKYOU SO MUCH .... 

To change to become something good is so

 hard but to be bad is so much easier ....

3very 5ix 5econd

보여줄게 완전히 달라진 나
I will show you a completed changed me

보여줄게 훨씬 더 예뻐진 나
I will show you a way prettier me
바보처럼 사랑 때문에 떠난 너 때문에 울지 않을래
I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

더 멋진 남잘 만나 꼭 보여줄게 너보다 행복한 나
I will meet a hotter guy and I will show you for sure, a me who is happier than you
너 없이도 슬프지 않아 무너지지않아 boy you gotta be aware
I won’t be sad without you, I won’t break down

산뜻하게 머릴 바꾸고 정성 들여 화장도 하고
I neatly change my hairstyle and carefully apply my makeup
하이힐에 짧은 치마 모두 날 돌아봐
With my high heels and short skirt, everyone turns to look at me

우연히 라도 널 만나면 눈이 부시게 웃어주며
If I ever run into you, I will give a dazzling smile
놀란 니 모습 뒤로 한 채 또각 또각 걸어가려 해
Pass by your surprised face and click clack go on my way

보여줄게 완전히 달라진 나
I will show you a completed changed me
보여줄게 훨씬 더 예뻐진 나
I will show you a way prettier me
바보처럼 사랑 때문에 떠난 너 때문에 울지 않을래
I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left
Ailee-
i will show  you
ok officially i done my last paper on 15th JAN 2013
it was new experience for me... 
THE PAPER START ON 1 ST OF JAN 2013
WE CELEBRATE OUR NEWYEAR WITH 1ST SEM EXM
AHAHHAHA
feel good cuz i and my friends here in UTHM really did our 
study really well this study week
YA ALLAH thanks for everything,
ALHAMDULILAH...

Ok next story ...last time during study week
i actualy did bad with my mouth..
i hurt somebody feeling
and yesterday is the "PERBICARAAN"
hahah sound weird right haha 
but yesterday we we talk alot and actualy i knew smting
and at that momment i realize i was so wrong 
the moral is PLEASE ....
"DONT EVER EVER JUDGE BY UR NAKED EYE BUT LOOK WITH UR HEART "
AND AT LEAST THIS LET ME KNOW MY FRIEND MORE 
RIGHT ?? HAHA 
the story that my friend told me is really  make my heart 
가슴이 아파....
nice to heard somebody past 
cuz the past make who we are today
sometimes it just nice sharing with other about the background right 
it make us closer more hahah
ok stop with this MR CRAB

im at home and what actualy i did??
huuu i cook, bake some cookies, and clean the house ??
wowowow dont u think it is amazing ahhahah.... 
naaa~ i m cleanaing the house haha but in my way hahahah
kkay so this is for today...bye go0d night


3very 5ix 5econd

We talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

'Cause in another life you would be my girl
And we keep all our promises be us against the world
And in another life I would make you stay
So I won't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

Katty Perry-
The one that got away

I JUSSST REALIZE THAT THIS SONG IS
REALLY SAD ...
HAHA no wonder lah my friend said that im a 
LOOOOADDDIINGG~ 
ok it only one week left before the final... the nervous 
is KILLING ME!!~~hahaha
the plan is STUDY STUDY STUDY
huhuh we holding our parents hope 
and this is our first step... 
i choose to be in this road
so i need show the people
that im the best
so dont waste time...okkk 

GOOD LUCK JANNAH JAILANI

3very 5ix 5econd

YA ALLAH,
I'M NOT STRONG WITHOUT YOU,
YA ALLAH,
I KNEW THAT A LOT OF SIN THAT I COMMIT
PLEASE YA ALLAH
GIVE ME MORE PATIENCE
SO THAT I CAN SURVIVE IN THIS SITUATION,
I JUST WANT TO BE FAIR TO EVERY ONE,
YA RABB,
DID I WRONG,
I JUST CANT STAND THIS ANYMORE ..
IM SAD,
MY HEART PAIN,
I FRUSTED,
....
YA ALLAH
SAVE ME FROM THE BAD FEELING
SAVE ME FROM THE SYAITAN....
AMIN

3very 5ix 5econd


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-PATAH SERIBU
huhuhu...today i only left the only presentation 
left is MARKETING~ 
ok kind of release tension a bit ...
ermmm i dont want to talk much but i wanna post some pic here...

 with mama syu~!! outing with
                                                      Q cuz he's craving for kfc

while visiting patiance...

with adik izzah ... she so lovely ~!!!

eating at bariyani power~!!

the next enterprenue

JUST Done with our acc last class

fighting for taking pic..