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SUBHANALLAH...
ALHAMDULILLAH LAILLAH HAILLALLAH.
ALLAH AKBAR..

Sesungguhnya hati ini bergitu bercelaru..
Dugaan mu hebat memgertarkan jiwa yg tenteram ini serta membuat fikiran ku tertanya tanya akan kehadiran masalah ini...
...
Aku sedih ...
Aku confuse...
Aku serabut...
Aku..
Aku..
Mungkin aku stress ...
our mybe hormon tak stbil kot...

Aku nak bercerita pada tmn yg terdekat pun aku dah tak mampu.. kerna saat ini aku mngenali dia.. aku menerti keadaan jiwa nya... jadi aku lupakan niat tuk berkongsi bersama dia.. melihat masalah dia yg lebih besar itu aku pun pergi jauh mbawa masalah aku pergi...

Aku berharap agar masalah ini tidak akan mghalang aku lagi...

Ya rabb sesungguhnya kau mndengar rintihan hambamu ini... bantu lah aku ... kuat kanlah aku.. sesungguhnya aku insan yg lemah ... ameen..

바보처럼 사랑 때문에 떠난 너 때문에 울지 않을래

I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

더 멋진 남잘 만나 꼭 보여줄게 너보다 행복한 나

I will meet a hotter guy and I will show you for sure, a me who is happier than you

너 없이도 슬프지 않아 무너지지않아 boy you gotta be aware

I won’t be sad without you, I won’t break down

산뜻하게 머릴 바꾸고 정성 들여 화장도 하고

I neatly change my hairstyle and carefully apply my makeup

하이힐에 짧은 치마 모두 날 돌아봐

With my high heels and short skirt, everyone turns to look at me

우연히 라도 널 만나면 눈이 부시게 웃어주며

If I ever run into you, I will give a dazzling smile

놀란 니 모습 뒤로 한 채 또각 또각 걸어가려 해

Pass by your surprised face and click clack go on my way

보여줄게 완전히 달라진 나

I will show you a completed changed me

보여줄게 훨씬 더 예뻐진 나

I will show you a way prettier me

바보처럼 사랑 때문에 떠난 너 때문에 울지 않을래

I don’t wanna cry like a fool over love, over you who left

Ailee-
i will show  you

ok officially i done my last paper on 15th JAN 2013

it was new experience for me... 

THE PAPER START ON 1 ST OF JAN 2013

WE CELEBRATE OUR NEWYEAR WITH 1ST SEM EXM

AHAHHAHA

feel good cuz i and my friends here in UTHM really did our 

study really well this study week
YA ALLAH thanks for everything,

ALHAMDULILAH...

Ok next story ...last time during study week

i actualy did bad with my mouth..

i hurt somebody feeling

and yesterday is the "PERBICARAAN"

hahah sound weird right haha 

but yesterday we we talk alot and actualy i knew smting

and at that momment i realize i was so wrong 

the moral is PLEASE ....

"DONT EVER EVER JUDGE BY UR NAKED EYE BUT LOOK WITH UR HEART "

AND AT LEAST THIS LET ME KNOW MY FRIEND MORE 

RIGHT ?? HAHA 

the story that my friend told me is really  make my heart 

가슴이 아파....

nice to heard somebody past 

cuz the past make who we are today

sometimes it just nice sharing with other about the background right 

it make us closer more hahah

ok stop with this MR CRAB

im at home and what actualy i did??

huuu i cook, bake some cookies, and clean the house ??

wowowow dont u think it is amazing ahhahah.... 

naaa~ i m cleanaing the house haha but in my way hahahah

kkay so this is for today...bye go0d night

We talk about our future like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

'Cause in another life you would be my girl
And we keep all our promises be us against the world
And in another life I would make you stay
So I won't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

GOOD LUCK JANNAH JAILANI

YA ALLAH,
I'M NOT STRONG WITHOUT YOU,
YA ALLAH,
I KNEW THAT A LOT OF SIN THAT I COMMIT
PLEASE YA ALLAH
GIVE ME MORE PATIENCE
SO THAT I CAN SURVIVE IN THIS SITUATION,
I JUST WANT TO BE FAIR TO EVERY ONE,
YA RABB,
DID I WRONG,
I JUST CANT STAND THIS ANYMORE ..
IM SAD,
MY HEART PAIN,
I FRUSTED,
....
YA ALLAH
SAVE ME FROM THE BAD FEELING
SAVE ME FROM THE SYAITAN....
AMIN

Bisikan kata kepadaku

Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

SHILLA HAMZAH

-PATAH SERIBU

huhuhu...today i only left the only presentation 

left is MARKETING~ 

ok kind of release tension a bit ...

ermmm i dont want to talk much but i wanna post some pic here...

 with mama syu~!! outing with

                                                      Q cuz he's craving for kfc

while visiting patiance...

with adik izzah ... she so lovely ~!!!

eating at bariyani power~!!

the next enterprenue

JUST Done with our acc last class

fighting for taking pic..

You will be the death of meYeah, you will be the death of meBury it, I won't let you bury itI won't let you smother itI won't let you murder it

Our time is running outOur time is running outYou can't push it undergroundYou can't stop it screaming out I wanted freedom, bound and restrictedI tried to give you up but I'm addictedNow that you know I'm trapped, sense of elationYou'd never dream of breaking this fixation Time Is Running OutMUSE
auuuuuwwwwaaa~!! yawning
is 11.59 pm i'm getting ready for tomorrow presentation
MANAGEMENT PRESENTATION~!!
okay ... this few week there are a lot of things happen to me
 the things that i hold is to big~!!
till i cant tell anyone...
i miss u so much sis....
WHY??

Alhamdulillah today is my 21st birthday~~
What I want for today is to had a happy dinner thats all but it seem not happy for certain people. . Idk what happen between them...
(Takanlah aku nak menybok hal rumah tga orgkan)
It ok im still abit happy with my friend which came and had dinner together... thanks a lot guyz...
Again thanks to my friend which gave me a rare kind of book and also the Patrick doll... tak lupa juga yg bayar makan td... thanks for that... seriously mmg tak harapkan pape cuma aku nak dinner together as a family cuz I really miss that
...

Ouh tadi dpt kiss dari fatin haha... moga die cpt sihat...

And tak lupa jugak kpd mama wish pepagi and  my dad wish birthday to me for first time ouhh terharu sngat.. and inyaAllah akak akan lkukan yg terbaik abah n mama .. and tak lupa jugak to my brother thanks for ur wishes "selamat hari level up" raee sangat ...ahhaha ...

Last but not least I feel the emptiness in our friendship...

Ku Disini Menantikan Janji Yang Hilang

making a kind of jokes that alwayst make me laught,
i start to like them....
but the journey is still long ...
as we walk foward we left the memory behind...
so start walking sometime people never look back

ON THIS YEAR ALHAMDULILAH~ 

Guess what im in UTHM, batu pahat JOHOR baharu~!!!!

Even if I'm thrown away or ripped to shreds

 hohooho...come back home after A MONTH....
funny experience this time~
Guest what!! i actually ask a movie from someone i havent talk and meet before ahhahha...
mira was teasing me all the time....
she sat beside me on the bus...
she was so happy and exited going home!!
she a nice friend...TOO NICE..
i love her so muchh.. she my sister...

SHOPPAHOLIC!! NOT ME!!...OH REALLY??

 When out with my family...it been so long since last EID ...
i think all of us had so much fun together...
hahhahah
the best part was our activity today was....
jeng jeng jeng..
EAT N SLEEP...
that is our family activity together..
we connect in our dream to get our bond stronger...hehehe

okay ... stop for that..now..about him~
my flower boy~

 UNTILL I DIDNT FINISH TO THE CHECK POINT/..
IM THINKING ... WHY IT BEEN THIS WAY...

 THIS IS MY FRIEND...
WHEN OTHER BUSY RUNNING..
WE BUSY WALKING...~~~!!!
 ENOUGH FOR THE RUNNING...
LET WALK BACK FOR THE LAST SUNDAY....








GUESSS WHAT~~!!!!...
MY FRIEND PLANING A BIG PRANK TO ME....
IT MY BLASS BIRTHDAY ON THE LAST THURSDAY..
22 SEP 2011..
I WAS SO HAPPY ON THE THURS..
HE SANG FOR ME THE BIRTHDAYS SONG~......
I LIKEE IT SO MUCH~!!!
 ...



THANKS MY LOVELY FRIENDSSS~!!

TODAY IM TURN TO 19 YEARS OLD...

Don’t say goodbye to me

그런 눈빛으로 내게 말하지마

Don’t talk to me with that kind of look

Baby SAY YES Baby SAY YES

모나리자 같은 표정을하고

Putting on the same expression as a Mona Lisa

Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh

Oh Baby SAY YES Baby SAY YES

난 멍하니서서 바라보고있어

I am looking at you in a daze

You never Know

니가 내여자가 될지

That you might become my girl

난 결국 또 너를 바라보게 됐지

That I might end up looking at you again

아무말 없이 무표정한듯